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asher_talos) wrote2012-03-30 08:59 pm
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[for Ray - Dated to 4/01]
Things had been quiet, and Asher wasn't sure yet if that was a good or a bad thing. In that moment, as he sat at the bar of the gazebo outside the hut, he couldn't say he actually cared one way or another. The farthest thing from his mind was Hannibal King and the trouble he'd brought along with him when he showed up.
Maybe he didn't often show it or even think about it all that much, but he knew he had it pretty good on the Island. It wasn't the sort of thought he'd openly express to Danica - lest she disown him completely for thinking something so disgustingly vile - but he knew. It wasn't perfect and it wasn't home, not really, but life on the Island wasn't what it used to be nearly five years ago.
He had Danica, pain in the ass that she was, and that alone made things more bearable than they had been when he first showed up. He had Del and the twins. And, now, he had Ray.
Things could have been a lot worse. Things have been a lot worse...
And its with that thought that he thinks maybe Danica should disown him, because even he was making himself a little nauseous.
Maybe he didn't often show it or even think about it all that much, but he knew he had it pretty good on the Island. It wasn't the sort of thought he'd openly express to Danica - lest she disown him completely for thinking something so disgustingly vile - but he knew. It wasn't perfect and it wasn't home, not really, but life on the Island wasn't what it used to be nearly five years ago.
He had Danica, pain in the ass that she was, and that alone made things more bearable than they had been when he first showed up. He had Del and the twins. And, now, he had Ray.
Things could have been a lot worse. Things have been a lot worse...
And its with that thought that he thinks maybe Danica should disown him, because even he was making himself a little nauseous.
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"Any other requests?" he asked, walking backwards towards the hut with a look in his eye that said Asher should follow. And if he unbuttoned the very top of his shirt, it was only because it was so hot out there.
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"You know, the bed isn't quite how we remember it..." he commented, backs of his knees making contact with the foot of the significantly unmodern bed.
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"Same thing."
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"How 'bout I show you the grass isn't greener and we forget all about dividing the assets?" he suggested, finishing the rest of Asher's vest for him. "The bed is definitely big enough for two."
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"Well, shit, you've got nothing to lose and everything to gain in this arrangement," Asher said, as if it had finally all dawned, fingers working on the buttons of Ray's own shirt. "But, fine, show me," he murmured, pressing his lips against Ray's and nipping gently.
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"I do like your assets," he added, brazenly slipping a hand southwards and picking one out in particular. "I'm a fan," he breathed, before deepening the kiss and rubbing the heel of his palm a little harder.
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With Ray's shirt and undone, he pushed the suspenders off of his shoulders and pulled the shirt tails free of his pants. Asher slid his hands beneath the fabric, finally getting a feel of the warm skin beneath.
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Unable to pull away, he wrapped a hand around Asher's waist and gracelessly got to his knees on the bed, pulling Asher with him and keeping him close. Boots were left on as requested.
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Reaching a hand up to the back of Ray's neck, Asher shifted and laid down along the length of the bed, tugging Ray down on top of him.
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Pleased Asher had taken the initiative, Ray climbed up to straddle him, tugging the rest of Asher's shirt open roughly and pressing his chest back into the mattress. "Jesus, I have missed this," he muttered, pushing his tongue past Asher's teeth before he could reply.
It wasn't the sex he had missed. Somehow they'd found rare moments for that over the past weeks, even though it had always been quick and more like stress-relief for them both. It was this Ray had missed. Being with Asher in their own place, a private place, just for them.
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Mouth fully occupied, Asher's only response came in the form of a hum in agreement. The hand at the back of the other man's neck was still firmly in place, the other falling down to his waist.
With Ray hovering over him the way he was, it didn't seem like he was in any particular rush to handcuff himself to anything, but Asher wasn't prepared to complain.
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He pulled back the corner of his mouth in a smile, reaching up to drag Asher's hand from his neck so he was free to move. "Still thinking about other people?" he asked, purposefully placing Asher's hand above his head on the pillow and leaving him another kiss, before shifting down his body. Fingers scrabbled with the buckle of Asher's belt, Ray's gaze flicking between its owner and the task at hand.
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The easiest way to get Ray to be quiet was to occupy his mouth with something else, so he took it upon himself to do just that. Wrapping a palm around Asher, he lowered his head and hollowed his cheeks, making a noise of contentment as he did so.
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He swore under his breath, past gritted teeth, risking a glance down the length of his body, before he forced himself to stare at the ceiling again. "A little warning wouldn't go amiss next time," Asher croaked. What Ray was doing right then wasn't going amiss, either, but if ever there was room to be difficult or complain then Asher was going to find it.
Even in the middle of a blowjob.
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It was weird. Everything he'd learned he learned with Asher, so maybe that meant Ray never got the option of other people. He didn't want that option, of course, but even if he had it, maybe he wouldn't know what to do. This was Asher, so Ray could do it. The equation was scarily simple.
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"Vecchio," he said. Asked, really. Considering what was going on, it was probably near impossible to tell either way. Asher wasn't really one to start yelling out names in the throws of passion, though, so now wasn't any different. Still, he said it - asked it - and there was that pang again.
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Hearing his name, Ray opened his eyes, gaze as questioning as Asher's voice. He didn't glance up though, just waited. If Asher wanted something, Ray knew he'd say.
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He repeated the name again, as if making sure he had Ray's full attention. He wasn't sure why, or how it would even be possible for anyone's attention to stray too far when they were busy doing what Ray was currently doing. His thoughts were a blur, his mind fuzzy until he spoke again. "I love you..."
After that, he was all too aware of everything. Every sound, the direction of the grain of the wood on the ceiling as his eyes shot open, Ray's movements. Or lack of them.
And there was that damn pang again. That time, though, he was sure he was having a fucking heart attack.
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His mind didn't want to believe what his ears did, in case he was wrong, in case he'd imagined it, only heard what he wanted to hear.
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The ceiling continued to hold Asher's attention, the hand on Ray's shoulder falling away, down onto the mattress.
He let the silence stretch on for a moment, breaking it only due to the fact that he was growing dangerously close to idly twiddling his thumbs. "No one likes awkward silences, Vecchio. If you're not going to say anything, at least have the decency to finish what you started."
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When Asher's hand fell away though, Ray's eyes went straight to it, like it was a sign he was missing the boat. So when he shot up, his tone was hurried, and Asher's hand was grasped in his and pulled up with him.
"Who's silent? Not me." Hadn't Asher wanted him to be quieter? "You love me?" Ray's mind was racing and he was more breathless now than he had been thirty seconds ago. "You love me," he echoed, realisation in his voice.
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